This morning I had a weird dream.
Me and this girl is fighting demons or something on a boat. We're supposed to kill two demons each to gain some kind of power.
She has already killed her demons and they've found mine, but before I can kill them she tells me not to. I go anyway, and the moment they spot me they kill themselves and their powers fuse with mine. Some guy I've known all my life then appears and tells me that all demons are gone and the whole group of 20 kids including me will and should fuse and disappear. I refuse. I don't want to disappear. He slaps me on the face and tells me it is for the good of humanity and that we do not belong in this world. I still don't want to die, so I run away. This guy is much stronger and faster than me, though. But he let me go for now. However, the next 20 minutes I run around trying to get away from it all, and he keeps showing up telling me to fuse. We fight and I lose every time but make a run for it and temporarily get away each time. Eventually he turns into a bunch of ball like particles and flies right into me. He tells me all the other kids have already fused and now it is all complete. I find myself walking on the football (soccer) field of my childhood and see all my friends in the group. They're looking at a lamp of some sort. Suddenly a light flashes. One of the girls ask "what was that?" And the guy who fused with me say "It's time." Another flash. One girl does a peace sign as if it's a camera flashing.
"Time is starting to move faster" The guy says. Everyone seems to have accepted death, but I still haven't. I say nothing but simply walk away into the night, looking at distant houses. The girl I fought demons with follows me and tries to comfort me by saying "We all die someday." But I ignore her and keep staring at the distant houses. They soon start to fade as we move out of the dimension of time and stop existing.

I think my fear of death played a big role in this dream, and I probably never will accept death even when I'm old. Fuck dying. I want to live!

You have now transcended reality and entered the Pokemon world.

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I'd rather live in a visual novel

Let it be done.

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i chose the third option, although i dont fear death for the simple fact that its so fucking unlikely for me to die given my mother fucking genetic immunity to all hell fuck, theres also no way i want to die, i want to be the crazy old pedophile grandma with a dick, damnit!, forever!

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BUT AFH...
IT'S TWILIGHT!

I choose the fourth option.

I'll upload my consciousness to a vast underground network of computers and support droids. I will live for ever, tending to FH until the Old Ones free me from my charge.

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not even atheism?

An atheist is fine too.

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I'm terrified of dying, but I think that there's no use in fighting it, it'll happen to me anyway some day.

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Alle warten auf das Licht
Fürchtet euch fürchtet euch nicht
Die Sonne scheint mir aus den Augen
Sie wird heute Nacht nicht untergehen
Und die Welt zählt laut bis zehn