In the mind of someone with depression
People that have spoken in the past mostly on Discord these past few weeks I'm sure you've noticed I've been acting very strange or at least I feel that I have been I've been trying to find different playing video games going outside nothing seems to work at least not for long periods of time usually a few minutes the very least about an hour and a half at the most then I start to feel depressed or angry or sometimes Bulls been sad then eyes get the strange feeling sort of like if you were to put your hand on a bathtub faucet while hot water was running from the faucet with sort of a vibrating then I start second-guessing myself and then before I know what I'm doing something I know full well as stupid the irony of depression is that is why the time when people are depressed the one than they really need used to be around people but that's the last thing they actually want to do or sometimes when they are they do something stupid like I've been doing it feels like I'm sort of up schitt's Creek without a paddle I thought maybe if I wrote These Feelings down they would make me feel better maybe use it as a way to apologize to the people that I feel I've been pissing off the past few weeks or so